Ween- Help Me Scrape the Mucus Off My Brain
A can't help but commiserate with the hapless narrator of this little ditty. The situation he he describes is so hopeless and desperate, I can't help but feel for him. As a listener you can just tell that he will split up with his lady friend shortly. However, it is comforting to know that the dog will always love you.
Leo Brouwer- Un Dia de Noviembre
This the only instrumental track that's been seeing heavy rotation on my iPod. Leo Brouwer, a performer and composer for the classical guitar, nails the somber and desolate feel of late fall and early winter with this piece. The piece lends itself to introspection and nostalgia.
Queen- Don't Stop Me Now
I'm sure you are all wondering what the fuck I'm thinking with this choice. This song celebrates excessive fun, partying, and sex. I can see why a song with the opening lyric of "Tonight I'm gonna have myself a real good time. I feel alive." might seem a little out of place on this list. But it has always struck me as being very sad song. The opening line seems like the singer is trying to convince himself that he is enjoying his lifestyle. To me all the imagery of being "on a collision course", "out of control", and about to "explode" of the second verse betrays his true feelings. Also, the line "I'm having such a good time. I'm having a ball." comes across as one of the most sarcastic in all of music.
Cracker- Take Me Down to the Infirmary
This is one of three country flavored songs to find it's way onto my list. It covers a lot of how I'm feeling right now. There is nothing that really sums up the human condition better than knowing that what you are doing is no good for you and isn't helping your situation but doing it anyway.
Stars- Fairtytale of New York
I chose this version over the Pogues because of the voice of Amy Millan. This song boasts one of the most depressing opening lines in all of music. The idea of knowing that you will never see another Christmas is deeply moving to me. This song has served as nice respite from the rest of the saccharine holiday songs. It is a much closer match to my mood.
REM- Try Not to Breathe
I'm not even sure why this really reaches out to me. Though I envy the narrator's control over the situation. If I'm interpreting the song incorrectly feel free to call me out.
Patsy Cline- Crazy
Well, this one was mandatory. Nothing says "broken heart" better than this song.
Jeff Buckley- Hallelujah
Buckley's vocal performance is stunning as usual. Cohen's lyrics do a great job of setting love up as being a deeply spiritual thing that is neither positive or negative. It does more to display the true complexity of love than any other song on this list.
Elliott Smith- Everything Reminds Me of Her
Elliott Smith is the laureate of the broken hearted, depressed, and generally fucked up. This song highlights the inevitability of separating from somebody that you've spent any prolonged time with. As soon as you think that you'll be fine something pops up to remind you of your past together. There is nothing you can do about it when you have so many shared memories with another person.
Elliot Smith- Everything Means Nothing to Me
It is normally a major faux pas to include to songs by the same artist on the same mix, especially back to back. But these two songs are sister songs in my mind and shouldn't be separated. One shows how everything can take on some sort of significance to a broken heart. The other demonstrates that everything can become insignificant in comparison to what you are going through. There nothing is important to you anymore.
Joni Mitchell- A Case of You
Love makes you do stupid things at times. We are willing to put up with so much pain to be with who we want. It is really quite sad.
The Beatles- In My Life
To me this is the greatest love song ever written. It sums up exactly how love feels. I have to end my listening on a happy note. I look forward to a time when I can have this again.
I know this post has been filled with some of the lamest bellyaching to ever grace the Internet. But I like my little play list and hope you enjoy it too. Hopefully this will keep the site going while we work on some other updates. Keep your eyes open for a review of my album of the year (I'll give you a hint: she plays the harp)and the article that I mentioned above. Have a great New Year's Eve and hope 2007 treats everybody well. Drink safely!